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Is it worth...?
I keep on thinking if is it all worth, you know
from the difference of sizes, to the lack of attitude and understanding.
I’m crying from the inside, but can’t even show a single emotion from the outside.
Maybe it is a scar, maybe is just the lack of all those things that makes you feel complete and satisfied.
Complete and satisfied in levels that didn’t even exist before.
Things you can’t even describe.
Or maybe I’m just allowing myself to dream a lot and live so little. Who knows, huh?
All I know is: I need more than what I’ve got now.
I know it may not worth, but will work for me, and I guess that’s what matters.
I cannot say I love more someone than the other one. Each one is loved in a very unique way by me, but still, the intensity is just the same.
The feeling is just the same, is love. Love is what it is, there’s no difference, no nothing, how can I love someone differently? If is just the same feeling, how would I be able to feel it in different ways? Only in different intensities, but is really unusual, so…
I still have to think, have to face from other angles, but nothing is keeping me from doing what I want, what I need, so I don’t give a damn about anything!
And I’m not even sorry for anything, this is who I am, escapist, paradise seeker, literally speaking, guided by the wise words from the wisest people I could ever met and my own thoughts.
When I’m still growing up everyday, every minute, every second, and becoming something better, you’re still on yours…doing nothing…and it does not make any easier or hotter so….there’s nothing I can do, I can’t teach people how to live, how to be themselves only guide them through the doubts and false convictions.
Farewell now time to fly, out of sight, out of time, away from all lies.
PS: Now I know why do I love so much this song ;)
