Ever got the feeling of wanting to turn around and go back?
Ever got the feeling of seeing that movie before and not appreciating the ending at all?
Ever got the feeling of having no feedback, nothing to hold on to and nothing or nobody to support the least of your needs?
Ever got the feeling of complete failure, of powerless?
Kinda what I'm feeling now, and it doesn't get any better.
Feels like it'll never get any better, because I don't know where else to go to.
Ups and downs and false hopes and hurried despair.
What's next?
O.O
Definetely not okay, deeply scared.
