Never thought I'd get so disappointed for being a victim of my own speech.
Actually, not my "speech" per say, but I do defend the right people have to chose whether they like something or someone or not. Whether they want to make the same effort I would in their shoes or not.
I always say people do have the right to choose to be with someone else without being judged and criticised. The right they have to choose where and how they wanna go somewhere and with whom they wanna spend their time.
But, somehow, I just wished people were a little bit more like me. Who would sacrifice herself first, instead of having to make someome miserable or leaving them aside of what I love the most about my relationship with my friends: all the fun moments.
Yeah, kinda selfish, but you can't deny there's a bit of ethics in there.
Sometimes, it's better to be the black-or-white kind of person. Whether EVERYONE can enjoy or we all quit and wait until everyone's available. For me is just as simple as that. And when it's ME who's in "charge", who's organizing the whole shit, it ALWAYS works out to be great memories for the future, that I cherish a lot. But lately, I don't know what the fuck has been going on that people just decided to leave me aside and are now trying to make things happen and all I got is distress and misery, because it all turns out to be SHIT and, sometimes, I'm completely out of their plans.
Now it really makes me wonder whether they are the friends I ever asked for.
What do you think?
And, yeah, that was a rhetorical question.
